Below are the 15 most recent journal entries recorded in Carolyn Burke's LiveJournal:

Saturday, July 10th, 2004
12:58 am	Found space I google me, and find this journal from years back. Hi again. Sunlight polishing small flower faces, imbuing the walkways with a sparkle of joy. I'm lazy happy tired today. Boris of course rules. Why shouldn't he. Welcome home - diary.carolyn.org (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 15th, 2001
1:59 pm	gas leaks sunny sidewalks without tourists passing by uniforms and trucks and yellow tape and a handful of cigarettes still unsmoked I watch as our new office building almost but doesn't explode I have insurance (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 1st, 2000
9:40 pm	take the chance mice visiting at night the flower petals sheltering crickets no landlord to rely on and a driveway to shovel rain on the roof damp basement renovating tiles and carpets and rooms security monsters not alone but still perhaps lonely in computer screen in visitors in opportunity in comfort maybe some happiness and an escape clause while my lawyers just laugh at me for they should know (Comment on this)
Monday, September 4th, 2000
4:16 pm	the mirror so i looked at myself in the mirror this morning in my imagination i see the little girl with grey hair i see childhood fears wrapped in carefully gathered wisdom the mirror colours the reflections i look happier but less healthy then i really am and others reflect too because life is hard to do unless you're enjoying it the puzzle is that its only enjoyable if you don't notice yourself you impress yourself when you do notice (and you're not lying) for that one moment something extraordinary happens and you forget everything i like for the second two who am i anyway an accumulation of my acheivements a presence in the world others expect to see a measured set of skills and abilities (what's the difference between these) is that it? a spiritual pursuit (right answer, says the going cred, but i don't bother. where would i look?) at myself. (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 24th, 2000
7:15 am	tensor there were tight white bands wrapped around the branches small bells tied to each one they'd ring as the wind swept through the barren dusty land heroes forgotten (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 10th, 2000
8:21 am	depth veined wings lift a voice dictating a song of love ode to life drift along terse wording flying a young person's heart in my dream (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 3rd, 2000
7:20 pm	winding breathe in and look up the long flight of stairs each step glistening elevation breathe out and start running upwards faster view modifies crowns below still more feet breathe in sharply out 5 flights 6 a dog on the step sleeping jump over don't trip breathing accomplishment chest heaving curl legs around rest elbows sitting on the ground above building tops trees the street far below find a seat (going to see a movie at the paramount) (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 1st, 2000
6:12 pm	crav i suppose cravings just wonder through the nervous system like frogs in a pond, here and there. or the feathers on a bird, ruffled but orderly or they might be like the wisps of clouds floating in the breeze overhead or like your rusty honda's horn honking in traffic: get out of my way i quit quitting after 1 month (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 30th, 2000
12:54 pm	azure into the edge of the cyber frontier listen to icq ftp blog revere communicate openly harshly direct elevate idea ipo bankrupt bereft we want you (am i kidding) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, July 28th, 2000
7:10 am	variegation mood up: clouds, blue, smile, hold my hand mood down: leaves, writing, think, read a book mood out: party, people, glass of wine, talk with me mood in: telnet, icq, ftp, interact with artifacts mood on: fancy clothes, entertain, lipstick, on show mood off: pyjamas, stale coffee, old socks, online mood over: create, build, consruct, future mood under: plan, imagine, daydream: now (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 26th, 2000
10:03 am	ennui thickening blood streaming ending flight dreaming of skies corrugated journey and up i up now as before did angela (Comment on this)
Friday, July 21st, 2000
6:33 am	looking up sun warmed branches present new lives, beaks open, to the sky (clb) I can see them, but with ground tied feet, how do I shed shadows and climb? (ap) fly upwards on tiny wings, shadows show only on the ground, as you soar (clb) (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 19th, 2000
1:43 pm	alleys of success failure descends down through broken windows in agony meeting sidewalks in a rush carrying those striving to climb again as weeds between the cracks sprout so loose canons grow further opportunity (Comment on this)
Monday, July 17th, 2000
7:29 am	verificiation there are winds blowing between building alleys opening minds and doors of the realm we hope and we know more will follow as thought becomes action becomes past (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 8th, 2000
9:01 am	Small furry beginnings Been going to the gym for 2 weeks. Curious habit. (1 Comment |Comment on this)